i remember my affliction and my
wandering,
the bitterness and the gall.
i well remember them.
and my soul is downcast within me.
Yet this i call to mind
and therefore i have hope:

Because of the Lord's great love
we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
i say to myself, " The Lord is my portion:
therefore i will wait for Him."

The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him,
to the one who seeks Him.

Lamentations 3:19-25

i've never been so dependent on Him before..